Why should I care so much?! It's not even a big deal for most people! Why can't I just take it easy like everybody else? Why should it be so important? Why should it be with someone special?
I said I want it so much. I can see that I need it so much. I knew from the first. But I always skip the opportunity and go with the idealism!
Geez, I feel like stupid while everybody around me is going the other way!
Shall I put aside the idealism and go with the flow? Or maybe I'm just not that type of person?