Tuesday, June 30, 2009

I Watched These 147 Films Out Of 239.

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put *'s next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun.

Teen/ Romance:
(*) The Cinderella Story
(*) Another Cinderella Story
(*) Step Up
(*) Step Up 2
(*) High School Musical
(*) High School Musical 2
(*) High School Musical 3
() Hannah Montana Movie
(*) Enchanted
(*) Sydney White
Total: 9

(*) She's the Man
(*) Licensed to Wed
(*) The Break-up
(*) 13 going on 30
(*) 27 Dresses
(*) P.S I Love You
(*) Maid of Honour
(*) What Happens in Vegas
(*) Get Smart
(*) The Princess Brides
Total: 10

( ) Camp Rock
( ) Wild Child
() Ella Enchanted
(*) The Princess Diaries
(*) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
(*) 50 First Dates
() The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Hotel For Dogs
(*) Just Married
() Freaky Friday
Total: 4

() The Hot Chick
(*) Sleepover
(*) Confessions Of a Shopaholic
(*) Twilight
( ) Nancy Drew
(*) The Devil Wears Prada
(*) No Reservations
(*) Perfect Man
(*) Australia
(*) Never Been Kissed
Total: 8

(*) Yes Man
(*) Bedtime Stories
(*) The Pink Panther
(*) The Pink Panther 2
(*) Marley & Me
() Cheetah Girls
() Cheetah Girls 2
(*) Bratz
() Haunted Mansion
() Paul Blart Mall Cop
Total: 6

(*) The 40-year-old virgin
(*) Night in the Museum
(*) Night in the Museum 2
(*) Evan Almighty
(*) Bruce Almighty
() White Chicks
(*) Neverending Story
(*) Meet the Spartans
(*) Meet the Parents
(*) Meet the Fockers
Total: 8

(*) Scream
() Scream 2
() Scream 3
(*) Scary Movie
() Scary Movie 2
() Scary Movie 3
() Scary Movie 4
(*) American Pie
(*) American Pie 2
(*) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 5

(*) Harry Potter 1: The Sorcerer’s Stone
(*) Harry Potter 2: The Secret Chamber
(*) Harry Potter 3: Prisoner of Azkaban
(*) Harry Potter 4: Goblet of Fire
(*) Harry Potter 5: Order of Phoenix
(*) Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring
(*) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(*) Lord of the Rings: Return Of the King
() Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(*) Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Total: 9

(*) Indiana Jones and the Raider of the Lost Ark
(*) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
(*) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
(*) Indiana Jones and the Crystal Skull
() The Mummy
() The Mummy 2
(*) The Mummy 3
(*) Journey to the Centre of Earth
(*) City of Ember
() Finding Neverland
Total: 7

() Pirates of the Caribbean
(*) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
(*) Pirates of the Caribbean 3: At World's End
(*) X-Men
(*) X-2
(*) X-3
(*) Spider-Man
(*) Spider-Man 2
(*) Spider Man 3
() King Kong
Total: 8

(*) Hellboy
() Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
() Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
() Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
() Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
() Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
(*) Underdog
() A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(*) Batman: The Dark Knight
Total: 3

Action/ Thriller
(*) The Matrix
(*) The Matrix Reloaded
() The Matrix Revolutions
(*) Terminator
(*) Terminator 2
(*) Terminator 3
(*) Ocean's Eleven
(*) Ocean's Twelve
() Ocean’s Thirteen
(*) Casino Royale 007
Total: 8

(*) Bourne Identity
(*) Bourne Supremecy
(*) Underworld
(*) Butterfly Effect
() Death Note
() Death Note 2
() Death Note 3: L Change the world
(*) Resident Evil 1
(*) Resident Evil 2
() I, Robot
Total: 6

(*) Rush Hour
(*) Rush Hour 2
(*) Rush Hour 3
(*) Mission Impossible 1
(*) Mission Impossible 2
(*) Mission Impossible 3
(*) I Am Legend
(*) Predator I
(*) Predator II
(*) Signs
Total: 10

() Saw
() Saw II
(*) Saw III
() Saw IV
() Saw V
(*) The Grinch
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre
() Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(*) The Ring
(*) The Ring 2
Total: 4

() Final Destination
() Final Destination 2
(*) Final Destination 3
() Ghost Ship
() From Hell
() Child's Play
() Seed of Chucky
() Bride of Chucky
() Gothika
(*) Nightmare on Elm Street
Total: 2

(*) The Grudge
() The Grudge 2
() The Haunted Apartment
() Siren
(*) Silent Hill
(*) The Mask
() Son Of The Mask
() Alone
(*) Omen
() House Of Wax
Total: 4

(*) The Eye
(*) The Eye 2
(*) Shutter
() When the Stranger calls
() The Fog
(*) The Orphanage
() The Skulls
(*) Cruel Intentions
(*) Cruel Intentions 2
() House of 1000 Corpses
Total: 6

(*) Lilo & Stitch
(*) Ice Age
(*) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(*) Madagascar
(*) Madagascar 2
(*) Kung Fu Panda
(*) Bolt
(*) Wall-E
(*) Monsters Inc
(*) Shark Tale
Total: 10

(*) Shrek
(*) Shrek 2
(*) Shrek 3
(*) Finding Nemo
(*) ET
() Cars
(*) Ratatouille
(*) Toy Story
(*) Toy Story 2
(*) The Incredibles
Total: 9

(*) Little Miss Sunshine
(*) I Am Sam
(*) The Day After Tomorrow
(*) Coach Carter
(*) The Last Dance
(*) To Kill A Mockingbird
(*) Conrack
() Midnight Sun
(*) Little Black Book
() Rwanda Genocide
Total: 8

(*) Ten Things I Hate About You
(*) Titanic
(*) Romeo & Juliet
() Frankenstein
() A Midsummer Night's Dream
Total: 3

Total films: 147. For a moment there, I thought I had a life.

Oh, Noo! My Unconsciousness are Getting Wild in Dreams!

I'm not a dreamer. Not at all. I rarely have dreams during my sleep. But these late few weeks, I suddenly become a regular dreamer.

The worse thing is... the dream is always something I have unconciously in my mind during the day. Need an example? I'll give u some...


Daytime :
I was so angry in the evening. The last thing I discussed is how I hate the term "men & commitment". They're not good related to each other. I (again) said how I much I dont wanna marry them.

Dream :
I got married. Everybody's coming and partying. My big family was dancing and singing all the way. But I found that the happiness was not at the maximum. I also cried when I met my mom. Why? Coz I got married with a WOMAN!


Daytime :
I got a naughty SMS from a guy. Not so naughty. Yeah, I admit it. He's my type of guy I'd always wanted since a long time ago. But, in fact, he's married, with children. :(

Dream :
We were having an affair, and getting wild, but only on SMS and eye contact. We exchanged SMS face to face, with his wife on his side. His wife was so jealous of it. Ohh, no....it's getting weird.


Daytime :
Talked about how I hate why all the "good" guys are taken.

The married guy exsisted once more! Uhh, it was a nice dream, anyway. This time, I can feel him. I can feel his hands all around me, I can feel his body against mine. Absolutely an adultery! Damn it, do I really want him that much?!? Seriouslyy??!? Geez, I never tought I did. Haha!


I'm having a holiday all by myself next Sunday till Thursday to Yogya. Actually I have a friend there who kindly pleased to accompany me. But, still, I'm kinda worried that it's gonna be fun enough and relaxing enough for me.

My holiday's a disaster! I went here and there with no purpose. My friend was there, but not helping too much. It became so useless and tiring. Ohh, I hope it's not gonna happen though.

Wow, how smart Freud is. I can find his theory very correlated with all those stories above.

Monday, June 22, 2009

"Intimacy vs Isolation" & "Generativity vs Self-Absorption"

Sore itu lagi2 Rachel berhambur ke pelukku sambil mengucapkan, "Aku sayang Miss Christine". Aduuhhh, lagi2 luluh lantah dibuatnya. Gue langsung merasa gimannnaaa gitu. Yahh, sbnrnya sih gue bisa dengan detail menggambarkan setiap emosi yang gue rasain. Tapi malu ahh. Secara temen2 gue banyak wanita2 yg udah beranak, yang mungkin udah ngerasain hal yang lebih luar biasa lagi.

Perasaan yang serupa sebenernya udah lmyn sering muncul, terutama sehubungan dengan kegiatan mengajar gue. Contoh lain adalah ketika anak2 The Resonanz Children Choir mau melakukan performance, gw membantu mereka fitting baju. Ohh, they were so dependent! Termasuk lagi adalah rasa peduli gw sama anak2 yg gw tahu ada sisi perkembangannya yg tidak sempurna. Gue bisa sayaaaang bgt.

Yang menarik perhatian gue adalah ketika hal tersebut gue kaitkan sm 8 Stages of Human Development-nya Eriksson. Eriksson mengatakan bahwa pada setiap tahapnya manusia akan mengalami sebuah krisis yang harus dipecahkan sebelum akhirnya muncul krisis berikutnya di tahap selanjutnya.

Kebutuhan yg gue ceritakan di atasmenggambarkan krisis di tahap ke-7, yaitu "Generativity vs Self-Absorption", yaitu di mana seseorang memiliki keinginann untuk membimbing perkembangan dari generasi selanjutnya.

Sementaraaa, rasa2nya crisis gue di tahapan sebelumnya, yaitu tahapan ke-6, "Intimacy vs Isolation", sama sekali belon terpecahkann! Hal yg penting dlm tahap ini adlh "love". Tujuan dlm thp ini adlh to lose and find oneself in a another. Absolutely belon terpenuhi! So, kenapa needs of generativity gw juga berlomba2 keluar?? Ckck...

Masa gue harus hamil dan beranak sblm gue punya pasangan? Hihihi! Well, kalo ternyata sampai bbrp tahun ke depan tnyt gue masih sendiri ajaa, gue kyknya mau adopsi anak aja, ahh. Yg penting kehidupan gue udah beres yaa. Ato ada yg mau nyumbang benih? Hihi!

Yg paling bener sih sumbang pasangan lahh, biar tahap perkembangan gue menjadi normal dan sesuai alur nih, haha!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Career Choices

Psychology or music?
If musik, vocal or instrument?
If vocal, become an educator or a performer?
How bout the genre, classical or something more modern, such as pop/jazz?
As a soloist or a group?
To increase my skill, where should I learn? Something formal or informal?
If informal, which one is better, a music school or go straight to the teacher?
Which school?

So many choices to make. Well, life is about choices, anyway. Have to learn to be a good decicion maker. Have been a bad one all these times.

Have to learn much from people I know. So young, but so sure about their desire. They know what they want. They know what to do, and they keep in track, and fight for it.

Ok, this is the time.
I'm moving now.

Friday, June 12, 2009

Buat Apa?

Buat apa kau datang sekarang?
Menawarkan kesejukan di tengah kehampaan.
Membawa secercah cahaya di tengah keredupan.
Menawarkan kelegaan di tengah kehausan.
Memberikan kehangatan di tengah dinding-dinding dingin.

Buat apa kau datang sekarang?
Ketika diriku sudah tak lagi menanti.
Ketika segalanya telah cukup untukku.
Ketika segalanya telah menjadi indah,
paling tidak untukku saat ini.

Buat apa kau datang sekarang?
Membuatku kembali merindukan kehangatan itu.
Membawaku kembali ke kenangan-kenangan indah.
Membuat tubuh dan jiwaku kembali rapuh,
bagai merindukan candu yang selama ini dinanti.

Buat apa kau datang sekarang?
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