I find it’s hard to get your attention.
I find it’s hard for me to feel appreciated by you.
I find it’s hard to know how much I mean for you.
I find it’s hard to see that you do care for me.
Forgive me for my need for attention
Forgive me for my need for affiliation.
Forgive me for my need for succourance.
Forgive me for my need for being taken care of.
But don’t blame me for these needs.
That’s human. I’m human.
I wish I could be more “human-less”,
and become need-less.
But everyone has their own needs.
But I still hope you would start to care to people.
I still hope you would start to appreciate others more.
Because everybody needs the attention.
And everybody wants to be appreciated.
As I also try to understand you.
Maybe you do care.
Maybe you do pay attention.
But you just don’t have the need to show?
Or it’s true that you don’t care?
Is it true that I mean nothing to you?
I don’t know!
You said nothing! You showed nothing!
When two people cannot meet each other’s needs
and even worse, not trying to,
then they won’t get along for long.
And if they do, it would be too exhausting.
I cannot make you realize this problem we had.
I cannot make you care.
Worse, I cannot understand what you have in mind
I also cannot understand what you feel in heart.
……and that’s kinda exhausted, yea knooww! :-(