A Pre-Menstruation Syndrome and a gloomy Valentine’s day should’ve been a very deadly combination for a single lady like me! Hoho! But surprisingly, I’m feeling so blessed these days. It’s started when I watched the “Valentine’s Day” movie (hahaa, yeahh….it’s always started with a movie experience! :p). I watched the movie alone, with a gloomy feeling. Felt terrible at the beginning. Some people were surprised, how could I watch that kind of movie alone? That’s the kind of movie that you’d like to share with someone you love! But I kinda need that at that time. Besides I needed to do something while waiting for something, I also needed something to put more love in my heart, since I felt so empty at that time.
February 14th, Valentines Day, is not a national holiday, but it is one of those days that must be celebrated. There are "special someones" in your life who expect to receive romantic gifts from their lovers. Commercialism has put a tremendous amount of pressure on men to give their lovers a romantic day with all the trimmings. Women are under pressure to have a man, or they feel desperate and unloved. Valentines Day follows the lives of several couples during this day. Their stories are told through the interconnections they have with each other. Some will find romance in their relationship, and others will feel the heartbreak of ending a relationship. In this Russian roulette world of finding love, everyone in the film is asking for advice on how to find and keep true love. Douglas Young (the-movie-guy) (Retrieved from www.imdb.com/title/tt0817230/synopsis.)
As told, there’re so many romantic time in the movie. There’re so many love, since there’re so many stories inside the movie. But the one brought me into tears were the time when a single mom met her child. She spent a 14-hours flight just to spend a day with her only child. She couldn’t have more, because of her work. The guy sat next to her on the plane was so amazed. He thought that she must’ve loved the “man” so much, that she would do such thing. She didn’t say a word about the misunderstanding. She had so much trouble during her way home. But she fought so hard just to get the precious hours with her child.
I’ve already known that “he” was not “just” a man she loved. I was so sure that it must’ve been bigger than that! But when I saw her holding her beloved son, kissed him, I kept crying and crying. I realized, there’re so many love in this world. Not just a love between a man and a woman. There’re many love surround us, the love so pure and sincere. Huff! So I left the studio with a smile on my face. I felt warm inside. Feeling blessed with all the love I get along my life journey.
Our lives do have its upside down. Hard times sometimes make us down, feeling alone, desperate. Ahh, I won’t blame myself for feeling so. We’re human. Those emotions make our life so colorful. But we have to admit, positive emotions are more relaxing than the negative ones. :p Me and you, our relationship, might also has its upside down. We had our good times, but also our bad times.
But whatever it is, so many people have brought me precious times in my life. They bring laughter, they bring happiness, they bring acceptance, they bring ideas, they bring attentions, they bring helps, they bring supports, they bring comfort, so I can enjoy my life more and more, they also give me problems so I can learn something in the end, they also bring confrontation so I can open my mind wider than before, they also bring pain so I can be stronger. Without all of them, I won’t be who I am now.
I’ve always believed that there’s no such thing called co-incidence. It’s always been God’s plan. A friend then introduce me to a new term called God’s-incidence. Hehe! I believe everybody has their own purpose in life. When He made two person met in this wide-world, it’s also means something. It’s kinda a big work, I think. So, I’m feeling very blessed. I feel so many love from so many people, parents, siblings, cousins, close friends, daily friends, old friends, new friends, lovers, ex-lovers, “enemies”, and even sometimes we do feel love from strangers. You’re all God’s instruments, and I’m thanking God for presenting you in my life, and molding me into someone better day after day.
Now, it’s my turn to share my love. Let me be His instrument. Oh yeahh, I’m in the mood for Love! Happy Valentine’s Day! Let’s celebrate our Love! I love you, all…